Thursday, September 24, 2009

Letter from John Eldredge

We've been on the mailing list for Ransomed Heart ministries since we attended the "Fathered by God" talk back in May. I really wanted to share September's letter with you because it is refreshingly honest. John's take on marriage being about personal transformation is so on point, and so exactly what I needed to hear right about now.
(And he compares marriage to throwing a dog and cat in the dryer. HA!) I will add one thing, I have found the joy of marriage to be deep and profound, unlike anything else, but it takes hard work to get there (& stay there) and that's what resonated for me in what John wrote. Hope you enjoy (it's really worth reading the entire thing!)...

September 2009

Dear Friends,

Just this morning Stasi and I were talking about marriages we know, and we came to a pretty sobering realization - we can't name one marriage that hasn't been through deep waters in the last three years. Not one. And we know a lot of people, and a lot of marriages. You'd think we'd be able to point to some couple who is trouble free. We can't find one. Not one. Every single marriage we know is either currently struggling, or they've just passed through some major struggle, or they've thrown in the towel. What's with that?

Is it just a bad time to be married, like the 90's were a bad time to live in Rwanda? Is it a bad time for marriage generally, like last fall was a bad time to be in the stock market? Or, maybe it's something else. Maybe there's something about marriage, something inherent to it, that we'd all do well to go ahead and admit, face head-on, come to terms with. Marriage is fabulously hard.

Everybody who's been married knows this. Though years into marriage it still catches us off guard, all of us. And newly married couples, when they discover how hard it is, they seem genuinely surprised. Shocked, and disheartened by the fact. Are we doing something wrong? Did I marry the right person? The sirens that lure us into marriage-romance, love, passion, sex, longing, companionship - they seem so far from the actual reality of married life we fear we've made a colossal mistake, caught the wrong bus, missed our flight. And so the hardness also comes as something of an embarrassment (don't you feel embarrassed to admit how hard your marriage is?). Maybe it's just us.

Nope. This is everyone. We might as well come out and say it.

The sooner we get the shame and confusion off our backs, the sooner we'll find our way through. Of course marriage is hard. For heaven's sake, bring together a man and a woman - two creatures who think, act and feel so differently you'd think they'd come from separate solar systems - and ask them to get along for the rest of their lives under the same roof. That's like taking Cinderella and Huck Finn, tossing them in a submarine and closing the hatch; What did you think would happen?

When it comes to high-level expeditions, one piece of advice that veterans unanimously urge is this:
"Choose your tent mate carefully." For you are going to spend weeks to months on end shut-in by foul weather in the forced intimacy of a tiny fabric cocoon with this person. By the time it's over everything about them will drive you mad - the way they eat, the way they breathe, the way they hum show tunes or pick their nails. To keep yourselves from a Donnor party ending, you must start with people your are utterly compatible with.

God does the opposite - he puts us with our opposite. Our mutual brokenness plays off of each other so perfectly it's frightening. It's like throwing a dog and a cat in a dryer. Is he absolutely mad? Why would God do such a thing?

Because marriage is a divine conspiracy. It is a conspiracy divinely arranged and with divine intent. God lures us into marriage through love and sex and loneliness, or simply the fact that someone finally paid attention - all those reasons that you got married in the first place. It doesn't really matter, he'll do whatever it takes. He lures us into marriage and then he uses it to transform us.

Come back to the fairy tales - in everyone of those stories, the boy and the girl each carry a fatal flaw. If they refuse their transformation - which is essential to the plot of the story - they'll never make it. Evil will win, they will lose heart and split up, and there will be no happily ever after. Beauty and the Beast, The Horse and His Boy, The Golden Key - in every one of those stories, happily ever after waits upon a peculiar turn of events, at the center of which is their transformation.

We all have a style of relating, we have a way that we do life. Our carefully crafted approach colors the way we work, the way we love, the way we handle stress and the way we look for life. Our style is borne out of brokenness and sin, and it is the number one thing that gets in the way of real love and companionship, the shared adventure and all the beauty of marriage. It's really this simple - the number one thing that gets in the way is your way. And we have absolutely no intention of giving it up. Not even to love. So God creates an environment where we have to. It's called marriage.

Now listen carefully - God wants us to be happy. He really does. He simply knows that until we deal with our brokenness, our sin, and our style of relating, we aren't going to be happy. Nobody around us is going to be very happy, either. Most of what you've been experiencing in the last twelve-months is God's attempt to get you to face your style of relating, and repent of it.

This is the old Christian understanding of the world, the understanding that happiness is the fruit of other things, chief among them our own holiness, and so we must undergo a transformation. Just like the fairy tales, we must share in God's holiness before the story is finished. This flies in the face of the more popular view of the world that's crept in recently - the happiness view. This is the idea that frames most people's expectations of marriage (and everything else) - the view that we're here for our happiness and so you'd better make me happy. It comes as quite a disruption when we begin to realize that God might have other things in mind!

But once we accept the plot of the conspiracy - our transformation - then we can get on with cooperating with God, and that opens the door to all sorts of good things.

This is an excerpt from the book Stasi and I just finished on marriage, entitled Love and War. It comes out at the end of the year. But we thought we might begin sharing some of it with you now. We think everyone - married and single - will find the themes true and helpful.

Thanks for all your love, prayers and support!! We couldn't do this without you!



Thursday, September 17, 2009

Alas, the finished piece...

I call her Jane...

Here's how I did it...

After the first stage, I moved on to the second (staining & sanding) and then third & final (putting on the knobs).

I first beat it with a chain to try and age it a little bit (in hind sight, I wouldn't do that again. It looks too intentional):

Then stain (4 coats total):

And in between each coat I would lightly sand & remove stain in certain spots to give it an antique feel:

Then remove the dust particles with tacky cloth before adding another coat, it's a cloth very similar to this dusting cloth:

And once I was all done, I added the finishing touches:

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Two Quick Solutions...

Because I always appreciate your home remedy advice, I'd thought I'd share a couple of things that have made me happy lately.

I typically wash my hair everyday. But I don't like how soft and lifeless it is after I wash it (my hair has much more body when it's dirty). But the flip side is that I cannot stand when it's the least bit greasy near my scalp. So I tried this "dry shampoo" solution suggested by "In Style" magazine and it has made my hair so full of body & very clean looking. 1 part baby powder and 1 part baking soda. So, as of now, I'm using this dry shampoo every other day and loving it. On occasion, I put it in once in the morning and once at night if we're going out.

Texas weather has icky humidity and it often makes my car smell musty (I know I hate that word too). So one day, I unintentionally left a cup of black coffee in my cup holder for a few hours and it neutralized all odor in my car. (Side note, I clean my car regularly, I don't have old banana peels and used candy wrappers lying around). I've tried it several times since (like yesterday for example) and it really works. I think it's the acidy in the coffee that does the trick. Department stores often use coffee beans with their perfume lines---could be a similar idea?

Do you have any neat home remedies? Do share...

Tuesday, September 15, 2009


We went to Lubbock again this weekend and had SO much fun!
Texas Tech beat Rice---55 to 10! We snapped a couple of shots:

1st quarter

Game over

Vanilla it is (by a landslide)!

Friday, September 11, 2009

Clark or Vanilla

So here's the deal. Stephen & I just went to Sams Club to pick out my glasses. I'm in love with the artsy-clark kent frames, but Stephen says the vanilla-sophisticated frames are in love with me. Your vote?

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

My first haircut, tech game, & a dress

So I gave my first haircut yesterday....



This is part of our new budget strategy. Not the mention the fact that I've been wanting to cut someone's hair for most of my life. And I liked it a lot, it was really fun, but I must say, I'll be "editing" for the next few days ;).

And this weekend, Stephen and I went to Texas Tech's opening football game in Lubbock, Texas. We had a blast!!! I'm such a cheerleader at heart, I love getting all decked out in red & black and cheering for our team :)! Too much fun!

And here's a dress I added some fabric too about a month ago (fabric from another one of my mother-in-laws old collared shirts). And both pics are so blurry, sorry:

I finished the filing cabinet last week too and I'll post pics soon.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Thrifty Thursday

So I just got back from my lunch hour at Salvation Army. I think I like thrift stores more than retail. Actually, I know I do. It's like a real-life treasure hunt, all one of a kind diamonds in the rough. So here are today's finds, totaling $17.46

Love these colors, Scarf $1.50

As a scarf...

On dirty hair days (like today)...

Williams Sonoma mustard plates x 4= $2.00

Cherry Pie plate, $.50----In my adult life, I have never started a collection of anything. Typically, I don't like multiples and I don't buy in bulk. However, I have recently started a ceramic pie plate collection and plan on grabbing them whenever they pop up in thrift stores or antique stores. They just make me happy and I may start using them as my dinner dishes. We'll see.

What would a thrift store trip be without some 80s earrings? (Btw, my dearest Anna Kirby is the sole inspiration for me sporting such things)

My splurge for the day, Navy spiral shells $9.99

Gold hoops, $5